All I Am

Composer: C. Caldeira
Lyricist: A. Lastufka / C. Caldeira

“All I Am” was released on The Caulden Road’s 2015 EP Reflexion, received a music video, and in 2016 was released as a remixed single produced by DJ Pain 1.

“All I Am” – Directed by Alan Lastufka

Lyrics

the years wore through us both together
words it seems don’t make good seams
like thin and cheap imitation leather
tearing away from this old routine

now I keep on tryin’
to forget what you said but not how you said it
retracing every line
in every letter you sent ’til I can finally admit it

got all these scattered pieces
pieces that don’t go
with all the other pieces
pieces that I know

I tried holding on through the weary weather
but now it seems we don’t fit that dream
like colors fade in a vintage sweater
all that remains are glitchin‘ memories

now I keep on tryin’
to forget what you said but not how you said it
retracing every line
in every letter you sent ’til I can finally admit it

got all these scattered pieces
pieces that don’t go
with all the other pieces
pieces that I know

memories flash before my eyes and I can’t take it
knowing the words you said were lies and seein’ you fake it
you fed me hope so I’d exhale, told me patience would prevail
I held on tight but slipped away from all of you and everything

got all these scattered pieces
pieces that don’t go
with all the other pieces
pieces that I know, yeah

ain’t prayin’ to a savior for us
(these pieces they don’t go)
just lookin’ for a stranger to trust
(with any pieces that I know)
ain’t prayin’ to a savior for us
(your pieces just don’t go)
just lookin’ for a stranger to trust
and give ’em all I am

Official Versions

  • All I Am 4:06
  • All I Am (Extended Rock Mix) 4:51
  • All I Am (Pain’s New Jack Remix) 3:39

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